(via sartoreality)
Rammstein - Du Hast
hah
consequence
I am going to seriously hurt someone’s feelings this weekend.
… That’s never fun. Not even for a cold-hearted bitch like me.
little plastic bag
Doing laundry at my sister’s place,
she pulled clothes out of the dryer
and picked up a little bag that fell
A little plastic bag
with white residue in its corners.
My heart stopped.
It was not mine
and it was not hers.
It was the first solid evidence I’ve ever seen
that proves my dad is a user.
My entire life, I have always heard my dad is into drugs
I think he is one of the wisest people alive
but this hurts my respect for him.
She left the bag somewhere he would find it.
Hopefully he will see it, and feel the way we do when we see it.
He won’t stop using, I know this. I’m not even asking for that.
But the emotions evoked by that little white bag should be recognized.
I felt embarrassed. reminded. ashamed. sad. annoyed. burdened. disappointed.
and I felt nothing. I felt like laughing.
-
A couple years ago,
my mom found one of my little plastic bags
when she was cleaning my car.
She put a piece of my jewelry in it,
thinking that’s what it was there for.
lol
Cute and clueless.
That’s how I used to be.
…
