November 2010
1 post
October 2010
2 posts
over it
when the music stops and all there is left is us we’ll make eye contact to decide if there lies trust
“lies” and “trust” in the same line? we know which one comes first but when the lie comes through, and we’ve spent our trust we will never be reimbursed
as trust is priceless there is always cost, but only sometimes cause for lies sometimes lying is not in...
September 2010
7 posts
Nisto
I feel nothing.
i think
i have a thing for blond girls
not american blond
but exotic blonde
Want.
So it’s 3 am and I just got in from drinking with the co-workers.
Tonight I pretended to be the “protective” girlfriend of this girl Michelle, when a guy came and tried to hit on her. Michelle is practically engaged to this guy, Joey, who didn’t want her to go out in the first place, but we practically forced her to.
Anyway, so my behavior with Michelle apparently pissed...
August 2010
1 post
even though i am surrounded by people
…I feel really alone
:(
May 2010
9 posts
come what may
1 May 2010 - Saturday
We went to Tartine and shared a plain croissant (highly recommended) and a croque-monsieur that had ham, cheese and asparagus on it with a pickled carrot. Then we rested in the park for a little bit before driving around to the Ferry Building for a chai latte from Peet’s Coffee.
4 May 2010 - Tuesday
We went to the Japanese Tea Garden, then laid on a...
Lame
Caring is not really my thing in the first place. See the last post, I genuinely do not give a fuck about many things in life. I have my few passions, and when those passions return only melancholy, I live and let go.
ya know what
at this point, i don’t even give a fuck anymore
:)
April 2010
24 posts
Vampire Weekend - Diplomat’s Son
escape
I kind of want to just shut my phone off and be alone for a while.
cuseo
artist. surfer. lead singer of a rock band (he even looks like Adam Levine of Maroon 5). model (did a jeans ad for calvin klein with natalia vodianova).
and he went to aptos high school.
needless to say, a crush was in the margins only years ago. he asked me if i wanted to spend some time while he was in santa cruz.
tempting as it may have seemed, the LA scene has aged his face, and the SF...
March 2010
37 posts
Russian Miami
I was planning to go to Miami in a couple months to see the 2 girls on the far right, but as it turns out, everyone in this photo, plus a few more people, will all be there at the same time - and as much as I would love to see ALL of them, the fella at the top of this photo was the last guy I was intimate with before I decided I wanted to have a girlfriend. (This was way before I even met...
Lazy, Sexy Sunday
21 March - Sunday
We slept… all day, then went to Santorini on O’Farrell. Staring at her from across the table gave me feelings that there are no words for
“Our eyes locked… and someone threw away the key”
…
A funny homeless black man, 69 years old, stopped in his tracks and said “WHAT” before babbling on about how we are 2 gorgeous girls...
Meltdown
20 March - Saturday
We went to Canto do Brasil with my sister and Chelsey, then went to the Cafe where it was fun to dance and drink… until these 2 idiots came and I allowed them to ruin my night.
Usually I have no problem with people hitting on her, it happens all the time and it really doesn’t bother me. These guys weren’t even attractive, but I was drunk for 1, and for...
Dolores Park
19 March - Friday.
Lox and bagels at Dolores Park cafe (their smoothies are really good, not too sweet) followed by card games and laying in the hot sun on her yoga mat.
She pretended to be a fortune teller, and apparently I am capable of having 7 orgasms at once, I will have 5 children (all girls), I will make a 10 digit salary, I am bipolar (lol), aaand… I forget the rest.
At one...