December 2009
78 posts
Blowfish.
It’s a winter wonderland. There is cocaine everywhere I go. Maybe that’s what I get for leaving San Francisco to rage in Hollywood. And maybe I should stay far away from Vegas. lol but I have not touched a single molecule of it. And I am so fucking proud of myself. :) I might not have slept for the past… 72 hours, but I am at my best behavior. I can’t believe...
Chapter III: A-squared. Adventures, continued.
For her birthday, she got me a bathing suit, took me for a relaxing time at the spa in the Ritz Carlton,
and then we had Brasilian food before dancing for a bit at some random boy bar in the Castro. We got a job offer there by some gay man in the porn industry who was very interested. Haha Uwish.
How could I forget, we sat at this even more random pub on our way to the spa.
I felt kind of...
Chapter II: A-squared. Blacked Out.
Last Friday, I woke up @ 5 am to get on a 7 am Caltrain to go see her. It was so worth it. We cuddled in her bed that morning, before we took shots of Crown and headed to the Academy of Sciences around noon … which I am pretty sure was amazing. We were there for like 4 hours, I think. We got back to her place before 5 pm and did my favorite: napped. I also think she gave me a back...
consequence
I am going to seriously hurt someone’s feelings this weekend.
… That’s never fun. Not even for a cold-hearted bitch like me.
little plastic bag
Doing laundry at my sister’s place,
she pulled clothes out of the dryer
and picked up a little bag that fell
A little plastic bag
with white residue in its corners.
My heart stopped.
It was not mine
and it was not hers.
It was the first solid evidence I’ve ever seen
that proves my dad is a user.
My entire life, I have always heard my dad is into drugs
I think he is one of...
Red Red Wine - UB40
Chapter I: A-squared. A 29 hour "date"
I was sitting in the lobby of the Hilton just before 7 pm, in front of a huge Christmas tree, reading Palahniuk. Angela found me, and she was carrying alcohol and Godiva. Could I ask for better? Not only did she know to buy Crown, but she even picked up a soda that I secretly drink but never told anyone I liked. She pays attention to detail. And it makes me love her more.
Not to mention,...
My fav pic of A.
She is who i will be disappearing with tonight. ;)
today i am 24
Apparently someone tried to throw me a surprise party this Saturday.. but I wasn’t returning phone calls so a bunch of my friends had to celebrate my birthday without me. Hahaha my bad! Where was I??
i don't give a f
I am meant to be single.
I am not “girlfriend” material. lol
Strike ii
I didn’t see Alex at all last night. I was actually pretty drunk.. and Chelsey’s friend Monique was being very flirty.. although I was talking about AT a lot.
We had too much alcohol in us to drive anywhere and she insisted on sleeping next to me, without pants on. We did end up kissing and if my sister knew, she would be pissed. I stopped before anything really happened, though. I...
anything u want in the world
alex wants to take me away to monterey for the weekend. and i really want to disappear. somewhere. but i won’t.
cestnouveau: Stars “One More Night”